i hate goodbyes.

even when the guys go into army, theres this pull at my heartstrings! owell. anyway my current state of mind is somewhat good. woke up on the right side of the bed this morning. yesterday was badbadbad but today will be goodgoodgood! *smiles*

sometimes i wonder how i have this insane amount of optimism in me even tho life isnt going the way i want it too! but yeh dont worry be happy yeh? :) anyway ive lost a kilo. poooot! yay!

and i miss you.