the un-necessary
cant believe i allowed myself to get so pissed off over such a small thing. i really thought he meant it and that he was just picking a quarrel with me for no particular reason what with all the f's and vulgarities. i really was like wth[what the hell]. and i actually got irritated and irked at this small matter. kay, have to have more composure. and self-awareness. ahhhhhhhhh. but how to? how do i allow myself to remain calm after this evenings events. like every word i said it had negativity attached to it. this evening was the last straw. i couldnt allow myself to go through that anymore. time to be strong beks.