friendship
it really is a myth you know. unexpected, sometimes never-changing and most of the time steadfast. its hard to find a true friend who will not only weather storms with you, but will also stay behind to repair ur sail! and ultimately to be the one companion that you would so love to have again. ive been thinking as to what classifies as being a good fren, thats when i realise that hey if that person really is a good fren, all her power qualities would be over-looked and what u would see would be who she/he really is and u would be truly satisfied as to what u see.. the pure heart, the pure goodness. friendship is sth so fragile, ironically it can make one very insecure and also secure at the same time. im trying to comprehend my thoughts, trying to summarise it down into a short paragraph.

but as liana told me before sometimes the best friends are the kind where u can just sit there for hours, not say a thing and feel like you just had the best conversation of ur life. cliche as it may sound, it really is so true. how often can we find frens who will bring the house down just to do sth for you? how often can we find frens that will shout out words of encouragement every time we need it? or whisper comforting words into our ears everytime we feel that the world is collapsing down on us? we sometimes take things for granted, often looking pass the fact that friends were sent by God to make life a little more bearable.. a little more sweeter and maybe just maybe a little more hopeful.

friends who have come and go, just like the wind that cascades gently across one's face, they'll never be back. maybe they did make u feel happy for a certain point of time, but true happiness is found in friends you know that are gonna be there for a lifetime. they're gonna watch u cry, watch u shout, watch u tear and watch u laugh, and they're gonna be there to congratulate u at ur graduation, give u a pat on the back when uve done sth wonderful, or just simply say i love u when u most need it :)