moved.moved.moved

Tuesday, February 11, 2003

i really admire those really good singers with unbelievable voices. the ones i enjoy the most are mostly from musicals, like miss saigon, les mis, phantom and cats! i love their voices. they're voices ring with every note and are unique in their own special way. its extraordinary. lea salonga, michael ball, claire moore, sarah brightman..man. if one day im able to sing half as well as them i would be contented. they're voices bring so much comfort to my own diminishing dream. its astounding really, they really are God-gifted and oh-so-talented. its amazing the way they use their voices, to just create a masterpiece. their voices compliment so well with each other and their harmonies mix in such an interesting manner, indeed there is such deep intricacy into the world of music.

i've never felt so much interest and love for music, its like a passion in me reignited and i just feel so intense. in creating the right tunes, the right notes, writing the right words to compliment the music. i'm not trying to sound professional or worldly, but i truly have great admiration and respect for the world's greatest singers and musicians. like i said, i would be content to be half as talented as they are, but that would be compromising my own standard. i will work to be an accomplished musician or singer, difficult as it may seem.

music is someplace i can be real and at ease with. it can be great comfort u know? be it classical music, cheesy pop or heavy metal, each song is written with the deep desire to be heard. they're trying to air their views. when i write music, i know i wanto convey some message in the words i sing. in the way i sing or the way i play any instrument i wanto be able to send a message of friendship, love and of cos God's love. my most important message in creating music is to tell people how much i love my God and how He has been omnipresent in my life and i would simply die without Him

i've come to such great faith off late. i feel so much passion for God. the passion i feel for God greatly surpasses the love i have for music. He is my first priority and would always be. i would be nothing, nothing at all, without Him. and i must have that realisation deeply impounded in my heart, so that i wouldnt take anybody or anything or each day..for granted.