i finished my play. gonna submit it and hope for the best. haha if i win(which is a one in a gazillion chance) i'll get five hundred bucks! haha thats more then two months of my tcs job put together. haha. yeah but i lke the story its realistic and applicable to our present day lives.. so i was quite satisfied when i finished it.

anyway been feeling much better over the past week or so, not so mucked-up and caught up in solving people's problems. more of time spent communing with God:) so ive been happy. maybe smtimes frustrated and thats when my mood fluctuates the most, but not really depressed anymore. can say that for sure. i feel so complete with God's love :) i keep smiling all the time..so much that ppl ask me "beks why are u so happy?" and ill just shrug and say dunno. haha maybe its the love of God. what a wonderful feeling:)