ah havent blogged since monday..quite a few things happened actually..good, bad..have had it both. im still in that deliberating mood..that somewhat sedate mood. i met jess today at suntec and had dinner with her..tho i didnt eat..since im on my beky-diet. hahah..so it was good..we talked and she introduced new perspectives to all my doubts and answered alot of my questions. it was really quite funny as she just kept insulting me and i dunno why i just couldnt come up with a better one to get back at her! grr..den i went for new creations bible study..addy led..could hear her voice nearly cracking..but den again after singing Blessed and some really REALLy high songs..its no wonder why.

but worship was enjoyable..sort of an extended one from the usual one..we sang about 7-8 songs..and the worship was power-packed. but me being my very dazed self..couldnt really concentrate. but still i actually payed attention to the sermon..and it made sense as to leaving the knowledge of the bible encrusted in our hearts. well..im now quite pleasantly stable, not too depressed..just neutral i suppose. no point me moping around..so..now im in a neither happy nor sad mood. just there. yeah.

this week has been a whirlwind..tumultous in its own way..fast and completely in my face again. no time to breathe and think. just go with the flow..complete what needs to be done..and u knoe.. do what ive gotta do..so its been rather monotonous..the same things day after day. sleeping at gosh..unearthly hours and waking up a few hours later..so its been tough and its gonna be tougher next week. sigh. well..i will get by. i will.. with God's strength i will. :)