i feel better now i think. yes indeed phone therapy works. thanks gen :o)

talked about nonsensical stuff. shall not repeat them here cos its really very unimportant and irrelevant, but funny! and it really did lighten my heart so now i feel a little more partial towards the happy side and im able to prepare my cluster worship with a certain joy that no one can ever take away. its that inner peace that only God can give, that emptiness only Jesus can fill. and how glad i am. because im trusting Him with all i am, and even when tomorrow i have to stand before my new cell so vulnerable and afraid, i shall do it with God's strength. and i will do it with joy.

because its a joy that resides in my heart.

and im really really contented having the love of God in my heart. really have to thank gen for calling because it really did uplift me and helped me feel loads better. really really thank you :)

Jesus be strong in my weaknesses, empower me!