couldnt sleep until my brother came home. was quite a nice surprise actually cos i thought he wasnt coming home for the nite. anyway spent some time talking to him, and by good golly i actually feel loads better. so yeh listened to what he had to say, and managed to clear up some stuff with myself. it really is great having someone who lives with me, understand what im going through and can give me sordid advice as to what to do.

thanks kor :)