people leaving
i really hate it. i hate to say goodbye. even though its not as if we won't see each other again, the goodbyes are always painful. especially if they happen to be someone close to you. that way, as many say, they should remain close to you despite the distance, cos friendship definitely sees through all things. but maybe not all friendships. okae i shall stop being so pessimistic. sigh. there's more people leaving this week.

ruth left first, and even tho i wasnt close to her, i did send her off. the goodbye was tearful, not for me, but for many others. and the fact that she's coming back only next year was quite sad. but all the best to her, she really wanted to go overseas, so at least now she can live her dream.

and then yanting left last week. that one was sad, cos i had just started to get to know her better over the past few months or so, starting with our richard lim captains ball team heh, and then all the stupid spongebob squarepants jokes and of cos just meeting up with her for coffee that nite. it was sad when she left, but i held back the tears becos the last thing she needed was for everyone else to be err, not strong. but yans, take care okae? ill look out for your sisters, dont worry :)

and now, my dear friend cookiemonster is going to leave tomorrow morning. shit. all our four hour night conversations and all our fat talk. and now she's going to go too. sigh this really is depressing. owell, she's coming back only in dec, but hopefully if i do get to visit aussie in april ill get to see her too. boo. bye cookie, i'll really miss you :(

last but not least, the cool clique's mr walid is leaving tomorrow night too. the cool clique will always have a special place in my heart and each one of them are special to me! so goodbye walid, it was great knowing you, and i hope to see you again soon. he's going to be gone for a very long time cos he's actually moving to naperville, so dammit. but nevermind, technology reigns strongly in long-distance friendships. take care walid, i'll miss you.

there there. now i feel horrible. ugh. going to hide under my blanket.