worship prac was tiring, one of the most tedious and technical ones ive ever had. i played for a solid three hours, till the skin on my fingers split and till i was so stressed by all the mounting tension in the audi. took a bus back and sat down with my parents for a half-hour talk and it was slightly better. i'm drained already yet i have to start my insane working hours next week, so i need alot of strength from God. i need to learn so many things. wash my own clothes, cook my own food.

and so it is, in Him i'll put all my trust. I can do this!! i can. God give me strength!!

spp: be strong! it'll be over soon. have faith dear.