ARGH. :( frustratedddddddddddddddddddd!

why didnt i just eat so damn much so that i would actually be sleepy and wanto sleep? argh, damn frustrated with myself. cant even smile properly. its like half-smile half-pissed-off-look. so why bother? grrrr. so angry with myself. and you, im glad u know that you've hurt me, and hurt me soooo badly that i cant stand again, i hope ur satisfied. im a little thrown off with yer attitude. are u playing a stupid game? sheeesh. ayyyy shall sleep. dont feel good anyway.

no, don't just walk away, pretending everythings okay, and you dont care about me.