ok i feel better today. presumably its becos of the festivities that would happen tonight.. the closing of a chapter in my book of life and the opening of a new one. its the last day of 2002.. its somewhat strange how time goes by so fast..it seemed like only yesterday when i was walking to rg..or when i had my first three months in ac..and a whole string of events that followed. the daily go-abouts of our constantly mundane world.. its really strange that we've gotten thru a year of that and another yr of that is coming up.. its not pessimism..seriously im looking forward to the new yr where surely i would meet new challenges, new people, new friends, and of cos new and smwhat dangerous obstacles.

its a tough yr, especially for those my age..the a levels.. the school stress, the different relationships or whatever.. we'll be meeting these new challenges, but hey lets face this all together yeah? and of cos with the ever-supportive stronghold God has in my life.. i will remain zealous in my seeking after Him.. that will be my resolution.. that no matter how hard things get, no matter how difficult.. i will remain steadfast in all i do. and that i will seek after God whole-heartedly, and continue to be there for my friends 24/7. tiring as it may be.. i know God has a purpose for me..and maybe being there for frens is one of them.. living a purpose-filled life is so refreshing from the days where i dont even remember where my bible was :s

there are some ppl out there that ive been constantly trying to haha establish a connection! but cannot leh.. nothing seems to be going thru.. and i get so tired after smtime.. but i wont give up!!! cos God din give up on me! so here i came to save the dayyyyy hahaha ya right beks.. haha...i thinj if u sleep at 4am and wake up around 8.. u'll be like me.. a bit seh.. haha kk..happy new yr everyone! :)