wah..tired. im sitting here stoning and am prepared to go back soon to my ap/gp and trigo..wa!! really cannot get much in.. its like i understand the concepts..memorised the formulas..but dunno how to do the questions.. i just do halfway den dunno..frustrating u kno? i mean i dont normally like doing things halfway..but now i feel like giving up! its oh-so-irritating. here i am trying my best to complete two things at one go and evrything has to screw up

i know its easy for me to say trust God 100%.. but its so hard to do! mentally ive already prepared myself..the constant chanting of i can do its and the daily reading of the bible and all.. im mentally equipped. but my brain is dying from the sudden load of info again..and im so physically exhausted.. cos of that thing and other stuff..makes me so lethargic.. come on beks!!!! u cna do it..dont give up.. dont let ur parents down..dont let God down..dont let daniel down..dont let urself down.. dont let everyone down..show dem u can..and that u are not just 'all talk, no action' im gonna get my a's right, i dont care, even if its the last thing i have to do. i'll get it right..

let me do sth right for once.