"What you thought was real in life, somehow steer you wrong. And now you just keep trying and trying to find where you belong"

this road i'm on - 3 doors down

its strange cos i really thought for once that i had found common ground. but looks like i'm still as lost as when i started. running in circles, chasing rainbows, where will this all lead me? will i find anything? everytime i feel this sinking nothingness, i cant help but blame myself and you for landing me in this situation. but no, you are perfect and surely the fault must lie with me.