ive been looking, and searching. ive looked everywhere.

but. i can't seem to find you

you promised to always be there. hmmm, ill check that again.

anyway, i was just reading xy's blog about life and it being tiring. and how even thinking about life seems tiring. u know the song 'where is the love' really makes a hell lot of sense? there are so many people dying, so many people suffering i should really just shut up and stop whining. raging wars are ongoing and the number of innocent lives being lost frustratingly increases. young children who havnt a clue as to what the world really is die without tasting the tangible things life has to offer. life is screwed up, yes for sure thats true. but it just makes it all the more painful to know that there are young people out there without food, without parents and without alot of things we privileged have. and the fact that we're spending most of it whining about 'how fat we are' and 'how funky i'll look in this..or that' makes it all the more glacial.

wake up world. cant we see whats going on?

or do we see whats going on and turn away without batting an eyelid?