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knowing You by Passion
saving grace by Hillsongs
Lord reign in me by John tesh

i stand before You in all humility, strip me off all my securities Lord, keep me bowed before Your throne.

i just wish i could disappear from the face of this earth. i hate struggling with pride and i hate struggling with myself. the tear between whats right and whats wrong and how each choice i make has its subjective consequences. really hate it.

and i'm really angry. please larh, get over urself sweetie. the world doesnt revolve around you.