for the first time in two days im actually well enough to stare at my computer screen for more then 5minutes. oh thats becos im shutting my right eye. well, i have an ulcer in my right eye, so have been going for injections in my eye and scraping off the ulcer bits.. painful? hell yeah.. but owell. been wearing a stupid eye patch and having ppl who actually see me call me a pirate! ohwell.. its super irritating cos i have to take a cab all over the place cos im about 60% blind. and i really hope things get better if not it'll be permanent. been putting my eydrops regularly every half hour. ouch. sigh.

i spent the whole of yesterday horizontal feeling like crap but today feels a little better. partly becos i made myself do stuff instead of whiling my time away sleeping. its agonizing but temporary i hope. cant write much.. cos its straining my eyes. will write more when im better. gdnites