some people change
but lets face up to it, its reality. and someone told me before that you can't change the person, you can only stand by and watch her/him grow or change or whatever larh, but u get my point. so yeah ill just stand by and be around if you need anything, just holler and ill come by asap. recently been in a pithole, feelings fluctuating almost 24/7, and it can be frightening, even to myself. but at least the past few days or nights, have been really good and happier, and ive learnt a whole lot more things about myself, and others. and this whole path of "discovery" hasnt been easy. struggling with pride, with my own emotions, man it was HELL. anyway the camp comm has been the best people ever, and the dance went smoothly today, apart from the part where huanyang didnt dance. tsktsk. yeahh anyway shall add a new gallery for photos. will post it soon.

but anyway crazeh banana is going away tomorrow :( ahhhhh owell, spent the past two nites talking to her ALOT, thru the night actually. whoa, and it was dam funny what with the compromising situations we appeared to be on cctv, haha nevermind.. but yepp gonna miss the banana! anyway heres a picture of the comm. :)

[the camp comm.]