isnt it sad that some people change? they say ac changes people. maybe thats true? i never really believed that cos i was from ac myself and it didnt do anything to change me except make me less dao? i dont know. its just very sad that friends who u were once close to change so much because theyve become popular? freaky actually cos u never thought they would. but yeah they do. owell. like we always say, friends stick with each other to the end right? so yeahhh will be there.

actually u know what? u can promise to be there, give them ALL the support u have, and lend a listening ear and in the end they still turn a deaf ear to you. u can sit by them and comfort them, talk to them, give them advice when theyre down, and they still dont give a shit. so why should i care?? why do i even bother?? why do i bother being there for people when they just walk away when i need them to be there. whatever larh. i need some lessons in being indifferent.

or maybe i should just shut the world out from my life.