it is my day today, and i want to be happy.

but it is a rather grave thing to have to accept that you just arent as important to a person as they are to you. but owell nvm, we all learn dont we?

i feel like nobody understands me. nobody knows what i really mean when i say certain things and no one takes me seriously when i mean it. thats a rather sad observation ive made today.

being reflective isnt good. just wished i could be a little more... happier.

c'est la vie.

happy eighteenth to beks.