And I'm so damn frustrated
Losing breath and now I'm shaking
Gotta keep myself from breaking down
Someone get me out

i wish i could be dory. carefree, blur and unaware of whats going on. and add that short-term memory bit too. so that i can be selective abt what i want to remember and what i want to know. maybe living a life of oblivion is better. can be indifferent, real, and be myself. aiyah dont know.. before im termed as being bi-polar or having termed depression per se, im alright and i dont neeed anyyyy help, im just in a state of confusion. and im just thinking more now, which is a good thing ok.